Cold Nostalgia

~~Amanda~~ Mandy Miura, 16, shuttler of Nan Hua Badminton Team, true blue 6th member of Arashi ★

Saturday, February 27, 2010 @ 6:43 PM

Life is depressing, and I want this to stop.

How to make myself happier and forget about all the melancholy matters?
Or go ahead and make things advance? (Hah like, how)

:<

Am going shopping in town tomorrow with family and second brother's girlfriend, for clothes for my eldest brother's wedding. Ohemgee.

Can't believe that he's gonna be a married man in like, 3 months + 2 days' time. Hoho!!! And on my birth month, too...... hyak hyak hyak

But, noooo, DRESS??????

. . . . . .

I-I don't know how to react /stone

Anyhow. Hope I'll find something fitting from tomorrow's trip. Woot. And I will be seeking fun out of tomorrow. :) Need to relax/destress to find myself again! :)

GO ME! ★

P.S. No one is tagging.... /hint >8

Tuesday, February 23, 2010 @ 11:32 AM

I must be :) always.

Hate it when you do not have enough sleep and your fatigued brain keeps bugging you all day. UGH. I MUST set a strict curfew for myself. Otherwise this bad habit of mine will never cease......

Friends and all must be in school right now after taking the EMath and History CT papers earlier this morn. Sigh. I hope I will buck up with all my best for the O's. Wait. I know I will. :D Ahhhh ~

I know I ought to be resting and home and lazing/relaxing about doing practically nothing, but I can't stop myself from thinking about my studies! Am I some weird worrywart, or whut.

Am bingeing on chocolates right now since I have nothing else better to do.

This sucks. I can't wait to go to school to free my mind from such mundaneness and to bond with my friendssssss.

Which church should I go to, now? Don't know if I should return to New Creation... sigh?

Keeping my fingers crossed. :D All the best for myself! (And everyone else, too. ♥)
xxx

Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 9:13 PM

Someone save me from this boring ol' shithole! >:

Today was boring as usual. Meh. :o

Went to Jurong Point today with momma for her to buy groceries. Couldn't even walk well and all because of the damned medication. UGH, why take them when I am perfectly all right!!! I just need to rectify my diet and sleep, that is all... haha. :D

I am sooo hyped up for school on Thursday again. Can't wait for much events back in my life. Otherwise life at home will be SO, SO MUNDANE. Dammit! D:

Oh and, we went to the Church of the St. Anthony as well as another Catholic church before that, the whole of yesterday morning, my family together with Melissa's family. Melissa's parents are nice people. :) And so were the people at the churches.... heh. Made me realise that I do want to go back to service and all, again... sigh! I do hope that I'll have the time to do so, though, haha.

Once again.. I MISS SCHOOL. AND FRIENDS. AND TEACHERS. AND MY SUBJECTS. Oh holy momma. LOL.

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE IN SCHOOL! Who are currently taking the Common Tests this week. Best of luck, y'all! :)

xx

Tag replies

@ super ★ shim
I like a lot of bits of Narsha!!! ♥ And a bit of everyone else :D

LOL!!! But yeah, Narsha is damn cute ~ hahaha! LOL! I don't think I
know anything about BEG so yeah.. ~ But. Yeah. :P HOW IS SCHOOL!! :)

No one is tagging! Oh my God :< Is it because everyone is busy studying for the Common Tests? I hope so ~ Hahaha. Jiayou alright! I can't even take them with you guys... boohoohoo.

ANYONE WANTS ME TO DROP BY YOUR BLOG AND LEAVE A TAG OR SOMETHING? Lest I become REALLY, REALLY bored and fear rotting/degrading into some pile of shit at home. AHA. 8

Till then! Ta. :3

Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 10:12 PM

(I'll be back?) I AM BACK! :D

Okay, so.

Apparently, I was... hospitalised, due to some fatigue. Hm.. maybe not some.. since I was stuck in there for... six-ish days. :<

It was... almost. Like hell. I dreamt of heaven. And hell. And all those crazy whatnot shits. But anyway. I shan't talk about such negative stuff because they suck so yeah. :D Anyway! I'm already on the road to recovery already and very soon, I'll be returning to school. :D Monday, perhaps? Hopefully. Heh.

But anyway, on a lighter note, it was my first time being admitted to the hospital, and damn was it such a bad one. But it was so awful, I didn't even want my friends to come visit me, lest I stay there even longer... but you have to empathise, the kiddos there are really, really very pitiful.... but I am NOT like them, thank you, I'm not a mongolian child... or anything of that sort. So when they tried to make me stay and make them recover, I was so upset. My mentality then was so poor there already...... sleepless nights, madass crying and whatnot. :(

Okay, okay. I shan't babble on about unhappy matters any more. FROM NOW ON. It will only be HAPPY THINGS. Because I know that Amanda is a happy girl. A nice, happy girl. (HA HA HA) I MUST (MUST!) remember to have confidence in myself!!!!! :)

Anyway!

I will be going to the church tomorrow morning!!!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeha. The one that my eldest brother and Melissa are gonna get married at. It's Catholic, though. But we'll probably gonna go there for prayers and stuff and all, namely for myself..... ~~(sigh why do I have to suck this much)~~ Am looking forward to it like, tons! Since I've decided to be a MUCH better Christian, rather than being some... half-hearted one. It's bad, I know. :( So yeah. Praise the Lord. :D

So, good night, y'all! And tons of good luck for all my homies friends who are taking the Common Tests next week. Crossing fingers for you guys! :) But I don't know if I'm taking them myself, too. Have to confirm school issues with Miss Goh and all.... omona! Haha.

MANDY HWAITING FOR THE 'O'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S. PLEASE UPDATE ME ON WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON IN SCHOOL, YOU GUYS!!!!!! :D Update me on as much stuff as possible! Since I won't be having lotsa time on the comp. See y'all around. 8D

Tuesday, February 09, 2010 @ 7:54 PM

ALOHA MINNA I AREZ BACK

HELLO WORLD. I'M BACK TO MY BLOG. OMG, WHOO!!!!! :)

Hm... I don't really have anything to talk about... not for me at least. HAHA.
School this year was.... pretty great. Or so I want it to be. :) Heh!
I'm SO going to work my GUTS out till I attain the achievements I want for myself. :D
And I guess..... while thinking this way ever since the realisation of the significance of the GCE 'O's, I kind of subconsciously changed myself too.. no wait. It's an adaptation to the effed up reality of reality. /foreheadsmack

But at least.. it's a good thing, right? :) That I've finally, finallyyy found the 100% (perhaps not yet now, but I know it'll soon be!) side of me, ever since I adapted myself in the emotionally wrong way since primary school. :/

But, at least later, than never. Yes? :D

HM. Anyway! Back to school matters. School is pretty great. :) What with the class being all revved up and all for lessons day by day (okay they should be numbnuts if they haven't done so!!!). Heh! I like the atmosphere. :) Am liking my class more!!!! After like...... so long. I guess this is what opening yourself up to your own self does to you, yes?

Omg!!!! I swear I will ace my studies and in BOTH alllllllllllllll my friendships, and everythinggggggggggggg in my CCA!!!! I REALLY hope it's not too late to repent and do all those things I've actually been yearning so much to do, deep inside down. :'( :'( :'(

This post is crap. HAHA. Self-reflections, plz!!! But oh, whatever. HAHA.

I can't wait for my Troublemaker limited edition single. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD 3rd of March, here you come!!

And I heard, from Peklian too, that apparently, BEG is gonna come over to Zouk in our damned little red dot to perform their concert gig. Wat da fak!!!!! I mean, they only allow 18 y/o< fans!!!? What kind of fairness is this to the other younger aged fans!!!! (Like people of my age, tho' I ain't a reallll fan of 'em eheh)

I love U-KISS. :D They certainly are improving by the leaps and bounds, yes/yes?! :) But I think, for me.. I only like Kiseop (last, 7th member), Alexander (KR/HK mixed blood... I THINK. O:), KEVIN and DONGHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT GO MY FAVOURITE TWO BABIES. :DDDDDDDDDDD And GOD, why does Kevin HAVE to like nuna's................................. LOL

And GAWD Dongho is TEH SEX

LOL.

KI KI is cute though!!! :) I think. He probably has no airtime, cameratime, anytime and wut, maybe even HISTIME. Okay kidding. But yes he still has like, biased, insufficient media attention and all that, seeing that he is still pretty.... new to the group. Omona! But damn is he cute and sincere and NICE. HAHAHA. Boy next door yo.

You know. I haven't done my homework or any other school related stuffs for tonight at all as of yet. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

JAPAN HERE I COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOME. AFTER I PWN THE "O" LEVELS HANDS, FEET, TOES, FINGERS, BODIES DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

So... I guess.. tata for now. :D SEE Y'ALL L8R.

P.S. I love my friends.

(L)

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Saturday, February 27, 2010 @ 6:43 PM :( Life is depressing, and I want this to stop. How to make myself happier and forget about all the melancholy matters? Or go ahead and make things advance? (Hah like, how) :< Am going shopping in town tomorrow with family and second brother's girlfriend, for clothes for my eldest brother's wedding. Ohemgee. Can't believe that he's gonna be a married man in like, 3 months + 2 days' time. Hoho!!! And on my birth month, too...... hyak hyak hyak But, noooo, DRESS?????? . . . . . . I-I don't know how to react /stone Anyhow. Hope I'll find something fitting from tomorrow's trip. Woot. And I will be seeking fun out of tomorrow. :) Need to relax/destress to find myself again! :) GO ME! ★ P.S. No one is tagging.... /hint >8 back to top?
Tuesday, February 23, 2010 @ 11:32 AM I must be :) always. Hate it when you do not have enough sleep and your fatigued brain keeps bugging you all day. UGH. I MUST set a strict curfew for myself. Otherwise this bad habit of mine will never cease...... Friends and all must be in school right now after taking the EMath and History CT papers earlier this morn. Sigh. I hope I will buck up with all my best for the O's. Wait. I know I will. :D Ahhhh ~ I know I ought to be resting and home and lazing/relaxing about doing practically nothing, but I can't stop myself from thinking about my studies! Am I some weird worrywart, or whut. Am bingeing on chocolates right now since I have nothing else better to do. This sucks. I can't wait to go to school to free my mind from such mundaneness and to bond with my friendssssss. Which church should I go to, now? Don't know if I should return to New Creation... sigh? Keeping my fingers crossed. :D All the best for myself! (And everyone else, too. ♥) xxx back to top?
Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 9:13 PM Someone save me from this boring ol' shithole! >: Today was boring as usual. Meh. :o Went to Jurong Point today with momma for her to buy groceries. Couldn't even walk well and all because of the damned medication. UGH, why take them when I am perfectly all right!!! I just need to rectify my diet and sleep, that is all... haha. :D I am sooo hyped up for school on Thursday again. Can't wait for much events back in my life. Otherwise life at home will be SO, SO MUNDANE. Dammit! D: Oh and, we went to the Church of the St. Anthony as well as another Catholic church before that, the whole of yesterday morning, my family together with Melissa's family. Melissa's parents are nice people. :) And so were the people at the churches.... heh. Made me realise that I do want to go back to service and all, again... sigh! I do hope that I'll have the time to do so, though, haha. Once again.. I MISS SCHOOL. AND FRIENDS. AND TEACHERS. AND MY SUBJECTS. Oh holy momma. LOL. GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE IN SCHOOL! Who are currently taking the Common Tests this week. Best of luck, y'all! :) xx Tag replies @ super ★ shim I like a lot of bits of Narsha!!! ♥ And a bit of everyone else :D LOL!!! But yeah, Narsha is damn cute ~ hahaha! LOL! I don't think I know anything about BEG so yeah.. ~ But. Yeah. :P HOW IS SCHOOL!! :) No one is tagging! Oh my God :< Is it because everyone is busy studying for the Common Tests? I hope so ~ Hahaha. Jiayou alright! I can't even take them with you guys... boohoohoo. ANYONE WANTS ME TO DROP BY YOUR BLOG AND LEAVE A TAG OR SOMETHING? Lest I become REALLY, REALLY bored and fear rotting/degrading into some pile of shit at home. AHA. 8 Till then! Ta. :3 back to top?
Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 10:12 PM (I'll be back?) I AM BACK! :D Okay, so. Apparently, I was... hospitalised, due to some fatigue. Hm.. maybe not some.. since I was stuck in there for... six-ish days. :< It was... almost. Like hell. I dreamt of heaven. And hell. And all those crazy whatnot shits. But anyway. I shan't talk about such negative stuff because they suck so yeah. :D Anyway! I'm already on the road to recovery already and very soon, I'll be returning to school. :D Monday, perhaps? Hopefully. Heh. But anyway, on a lighter note, it was my first time being admitted to the hospital, and damn was it such a bad one. But it was so awful, I didn't even want my friends to come visit me, lest I stay there even longer... but you have to empathise, the kiddos there are really, really very pitiful.... but I am NOT like them, thank you, I'm not a mongolian child... or anything of that sort. So when they tried to make me stay and make them recover, I was so upset. My mentality then was so poor there already...... sleepless nights, madass crying and whatnot. :( Okay, okay. I shan't babble on about unhappy matters any more. FROM NOW ON. It will only be HAPPY THINGS. Because I know that Amanda is a happy girl. A nice, happy girl. (HA HA HA) I MUST (MUST!) remember to have confidence in myself!!!!! :) Anyway! I will be going to the church tomorrow morning!!!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeha. The one that my eldest brother and Melissa are gonna get married at. It's Catholic, though. But we'll probably gonna go there for prayers and stuff and all, namely for myself..... ~~(sigh why do I have to suck this much)~~ Am looking forward to it like, tons! Since I've decided to be a MUCH better Christian, rather than being some... half-hearted one. It's bad, I know. :( So yeah. Praise the Lord. :D So, good night, y'all! And tons of good luck for all my homies friends who are taking the Common Tests next week. Crossing fingers for you guys! :) But I don't know if I'm taking them myself, too. Have to confirm school issues with Miss Goh and all.... omona! Haha. MANDY HWAITING FOR THE 'O'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) P.S. PLEASE UPDATE ME ON WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON IN SCHOOL, YOU GUYS!!!!!! :D Update me on as much stuff as possible! Since I won't be having lotsa time on the comp. See y'all around. 8D back to top?
Tuesday, February 09, 2010 @ 7:54 PM ALOHA MINNA I AREZ BACK HELLO WORLD. I'M BACK TO MY BLOG. OMG, WHOO!!!!! :) Hm... I don't really have anything to talk about... not for me at least. HAHA. School this year was.... pretty great. Or so I want it to be. :) Heh! I'm SO going to work my GUTS out till I attain the achievements I want for myself. :D And I guess..... while thinking this way ever since the realisation of the significance of the GCE 'O's, I kind of subconsciously changed myself too.. no wait. It's an adaptation to the effed up reality of reality. /foreheadsmack But at least.. it's a good thing, right? :) That I've finally, finallyyy found the 100% (perhaps not yet now, but I know it'll soon be!) side of me, ever since I adapted myself in the emotionally wrong way since primary school. :/ But, at least later, than never. Yes? :D HM. Anyway! Back to school matters. School is pretty great. :) What with the class being all revved up and all for lessons day by day (okay they should be numbnuts if they haven't done so!!!). Heh! I like the atmosphere. :) Am liking my class more!!!! After like...... so long. I guess this is what opening yourself up to your own self does to you, yes? Omg!!!! I swear I will ace my studies and in BOTH alllllllllllllll my friendships, and everythinggggggggggggg in my CCA!!!! I REALLY hope it's not too late to repent and do all those things I've actually been yearning so much to do, deep inside down. :'( :'( :'( This post is crap. HAHA. Self-reflections, plz!!! But oh, whatever. HAHA. I can't wait for my Troublemaker limited edition single. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD 3rd of March, here you come!! And I heard, from Peklian too, that apparently, BEG is gonna come over to Zouk in our damned little red dot to perform their concert gig. Wat da fak!!!!! I mean, they only allow 18 y/o< fans!!!? What kind of fairness is this to the other younger aged fans!!!! (Like people of my age, tho' I ain't a reallll fan of 'em eheh) I love U-KISS. :D They certainly are improving by the leaps and bounds, yes/yes?! :) But I think, for me.. I only like Kiseop (last, 7th member), Alexander (KR/HK mixed blood... I THINK. O:), KEVIN and DONGHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT GO MY FAVOURITE TWO BABIES. :DDDDDDDDDDD And GOD, why does Kevin HAVE to like nuna's................................. LOL And GAWD Dongho is TEH SEX LOL. KI KI is cute though!!! :) I think. He probably has no airtime, cameratime, anytime and wut, maybe even HISTIME. Okay kidding. But yes he still has like, biased, insufficient media attention and all that, seeing that he is still pretty.... new to the group. Omona! But damn is he cute and sincere and NICE. HAHAHA. Boy next door yo. You know. I haven't done my homework or any other school related stuffs for tonight at all as of yet. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE JAPAN HERE I COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOME. AFTER I PWN THE "O" LEVELS HANDS, FEET, TOES, FINGERS, BODIES DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) So... I guess.. tata for now. :D SEE Y'ALL L8R. P.S. I love my friends. (L) back to top?