Amanda Mandy Miura, 16, shuttler of Nan Hua Badminton Team, true blue 6th member of Arashi ★

CAMPUS SUPERSTAR TWO IS ON NOW.
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hehlooooo. (:

just came back from queensway shopping centre to get our nhbg jerseys (loves!) with mewleng, dawn, evia, yiting snrs &hayati, vanessa, sway bdmn mateys. :D i loooove th jerseys! but its blue instead of black D: but still, its pretty lah. -loves!

im damn blardy tired and moody whn i got back home earlier. rawrs. cuz im tired. ): and i slept in th bus to jp/boonlay mrt. thnthn mewleng &evia they all go take a photo of mhey sleeping. o___o rawrs. but nvm luh. now they have dawn's and my photo. lmao. :D

bought 8days at boonlay bus interchange before rushing to board th bus 30 home. [: chow "welcome to singapore" yun fat! HAHAHAAH. hilarious can. x)

ohohoh, 13moremins to CAMPUS SUPERSTAR TWOOOOO / CSS2! ohthloveeeee -hops around in absolute hypernesssss :DD

goshgoshgosh. im so excited. :BBB

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When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years
when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart
are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever I know we were
Yeah, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you

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hhehhl00ehhsxz . bbackk ttuuhh reviivve mmuhh bbl0ggehh . :DD

lmao. act-twitting is addictive. [: but im well over it alreadeh. ^^
anyway, im freaking bored. i even played neopets with my dumb account for a while earlier. -.-

had elite training quite a while earlier. :D our coach was damn bian tai. played tabletennis type 3-point match with us and we all kept kena trashed by him. rawrs :// hayati called him th conman. lmao. because he always pian us whn we play. lools.

shian. im really chao bored luhs. ): back to top?

th picture of marche. MARSHAYYY :DD -drools

my 1yearhalf cousin YICHEN :D yi4 chen2. his younger brother's YI4YUAN2, not ERCHEN. x)

and in th end, look wht happened to th stickysticky tower. ):

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WTF. i pressed backspace to delete a letter &wht happened?
th whole freaking blogger window went back to my dashboard.
and whn i forwarded again, th whole post box was effing blank.
RAWRS.
sometimes i really, really, really hate blogger.
-grits teeth >:E

anyway, i've just reached home from a tiring walk plus shopping in orchard with bessy, mag &rachel shweetie (: &my earlier blog was about realising tht i have a lot of things to update my blog with.
rawrs, i shall repost th freaking list here again. ):

so far, i havent posted stuff on;

• my 13th birthday (nineteenmay! loves.)
• fish &lihui going ovr to my house to visit (wed23may, i think)
• lihui, bernice, jasmine, puikay &me going ovr to fish's house this time (fri25may yesterday)
• &today's trip to orchard with my darlings bessy, mag &rachel shweetieee! :DDD

okayokay, let's start from my thirteenth birthday dinner. ^^ -hops around enthusiastically (sp correct? gulps.)

my 13th birthday!

i got like. ten smses regarding my birthday (greetings, wishes and all thouse stuff), manymany ims in msn from friends wishing me happy birthdays &a whole ton of birthday wishes comments in friendster. like ohmytian. O__O i feel so noticed. LMAO. ://
i absolutely looooove this year's birthday lah. it was chao nice and also chao touching. (: you'll know why when i tell you th ending of my birthday dinner thingy. :D
my family &i celebrated my birthday by having our dinner at marche (loves! /say mah-shay :D) @vivocity. YES, vivocity. -screammms(x before we actually left home to head to vivocity by taxi, i was initially talking to bella whts, thn whn i told her tht we were going to marche to eat, she said tht marche is chao crowded one. so i told my mom as we didnt make reservations. :x thn she said, maybe it was only tht day whn she went or someth. but i personally didnt think so. x] and true enough, whn we got there, there was a ginormous (i dont know if its appropriate to use this adj. lmao.) and exaggeratingly looooong queue trailing from inside th marche restaurant. like wtf. D: we spent a very long time queueing lah, rawrs. thn for quite awhile mom, meiyu jeh &george gor left me with bernard gor &melissa jeh to go to th toilet. but i guess they didnt actually go, in th end. :D i'll tell you why. lmao. (x
so yeah, after a million eons we actually survived and managed to get in th freaking restaurant. took some pictures of th entrance. (: shall post them next time. if i remember. hohoho.
so anyway, we quickly took our so-called guest cards (?) given by th guy at th reception &got a table inside. th er, guest cards or something are for every customer in th restaurant; everyone has to use his/her own card to scan in th bill of every price of th food he/she buys. but th chefs or staffs attending th food counters will scan your card for you, so at th end of your meal, they will count how much you've spent and you'll pay in cash. but personally, i think they're just trying to squeeze you out of your money. :x cuz this is like a business strategy lah; they dont want you to know th specific amount of money you've spent on your meal in th process, so you can eat and eat and eattt. :D and you become a fatso and broke at th end of th day. LMAO. i srsly hope no staff or relatives of them see this, because i know this will really insult them. :// so no offense, haah.
and thn we ate. :D it's self service, btw. you have to go around looking at food and if you're interested in a certain type or someth, you can see wht it is and go buy it by giving them your card to scan in the price. i got a swiss rosti cuz melissa jeh recommended it. and HOOBOY, its damndamndamn nice. :DDD its just thin and long potato shreds thts very very delicious, which comes with either smoked salmon or i think, chicken something. you can option to have cheese sausage too, which i did. ^^ and it's damn nice laaah! and plus i was very hungry at tht point of time, so i gobbled th whole thing up in a flash. :D lmao. but in th end i was very full. cuz potatos have alot of carbo, uhs :// thn afterwards i ate some desserts (icecream!) and thn a blackcurrant snapple. :D snapples rock, ahahahaah. whn everyone had more or less finished eating, i thought we were going to go liao. thn george gor took out th olympus camera and i was like trying to take it away from him to take pictures lol >:l thn out of th blue, this guy came walking up to us with a few staff following him, was holding a chocolate cake and singing loudly HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~ in front of evryone O___O at first i was damn blur lah. LOL. cuz i didnt knw wht was going on. thn i noticed th cake and i realised tht it was a surprise for me :x i was moved and very surprised. x) thn afterwards i found out tht gor didnt want me to take th cam cuz he wanted to pai ME whn th guy came to us. and it was mom, meiyu jeh and george gor who bought th cake; they bought it whn they said they said they were "going to th toilet" whn we were queueing up. RAWRS. x_x
but still, i'll nvr forget this lovelaye surprise. :D so funny lah. lmao.

ohmytian. th entry is like so damn long lah. i think i shall post th other stuff next time :D

and btw, shocking news (to me) today from mom. its about my results thingy. for 1st semester.

i got third in class &my position was 20th for express stream in school.
yes. its t-h-i-r-d. not t-h-i-r-t-e-e-n nor t-h-i-r-t-y. D: and twenty!
ohmygawsh. its quite high.

but bessy's quite pro too, tho she claimed tht she had slacked this first half of th year. she got eleventh in class tho. not a bad number, dont you think. she's reg 1 in class and she got 11th in her class, 111. :D whoo. im so creative. LOL! zi kua zi kua (x
she got 50plusplus position in th special stream, tho. its a cohort of hundred plusplusplus students. still, quite good lah. ((: anw, you're so smart, like chao smarter thn me. so if you just put in even a teeny bit effort, your position can surely shoot up one lor. x__x

hokay. i shall stop here to prevent this entry from extending and extending. xS
tatas! lots of love from yours truly. :))

m-a-n-d-y. :D

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sigh.

):

i was initally planning to faster blog about th happenings on my bday today whn i got home. but now, i am at home now, but sadly, i dont seem to have th urge to do so already. &its all because of the unwanted depression; sadness, taking ovr me.

i really do not know how to do.

i dont knw if this matter is about me or not, because apparently, no one told me about it. please dont expect me to know everything when no one gives me any relevant clues about whtevr thing you guys were on about, like th previous misunderstanding. no one told me tht she had her shoulder dislocated, till tht last-minute meeting, which i attended with you guys. it was only thn i found out. like, hello. please dnt blab whatevr nasty stuff about me behind my back and thn expect me to know wht i have done. if you guys expect me to do so, thn let me say this; if you guys dont explain to me what the matter is about, thn dont expect me to know wht you guys were talking about. if you guys really want to talk about this, then just tell me straight in the face. this way, no unnecessary misunderstandings will be created, and all these things would not have occured. its just a matter of communication breakdown; you guys keep talking about me behind my back and dont reveal th matter to me, thts why i was constantly being kept in the dark.

hai. anyway. this is not th point. th point is, i dont know if you guys were refering to me earlier today. which made me so worried. because. i really do not want another misunderstanding with you guys. and they always occur because you guys dont tell me what it is about. and if it is really about me, thn i hope you guys will confront me and tell me whats going on. because i am really lost. i do not know what is happening earlier. please dont expect me to know everything that's going on, like the previous misunderstanding. ):

hai. i dont want to continue talking abt th same ol' stupid thing anymore. its really tiring me out. seriously. i dont want to brood over it too much and end up crying again. because i know if you guys know tht i've done tht, you guys will still make it sound as if im a crybaby or something. its always like that, isnt it. if its not, thn prove it to me. stop detesting me when you guys havent actually known the real me yet. because, you guys do not even give me the chance to actually talk naturally and hang out with you guys. but then again, i suppose no one will even want to befriend me that much, aint it. because you guys already treat me as if im the bad and mean one. which, apparently, is so not true.

seriously lah. i really dont want to discuss about this already. please, for once, let me be myself for a while. please dont upset me again and again with unnecessary unfavourable matters.

if this whole thing is just me, thn just kindly say so. dont just, snap at me with attitude or something and say im just thinking too much. really. i dont want to receive this kind of treatment again. back to top?

WAHLAO EH. i just got over a freaking hard html bug O_O i forgot to add in some div html thing and the whole thing got really screwed up. x_x th links and archives was out of the blogskin just now, ughhh. ><

but now its fine already, after tons of attempting of altering so many html crap. -.- i was so worried the whole skin would be screwed up again, like the previous blogskin. but tht's different, cuz it screwed up by ITSELF. this one was because i did some changes to the html, thn it become like tht. :x

anyway, th thing's settled now. (: yayay. back to top?

WHOO! I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN! :D

&i will use this permanently. for the second promise, no more changing till further notice. which i presume will be eons later (((((: hahah.

ANDAND, the most satisfying thing is that i have actually managed to hide my imeem playlist from being visible to the computer screen! WHOOTS! so cool lah. :DDD i had some problems in the beginning actually, cuz the previous skin could hide it, cuz the pattern background was able to overlap it. so it's fine. but this one wasnt. the playlist can be seen in the blog as the background does NOT have the ability to overlap it; its already stuck there. :// so you know what i did? i attempted to adjust the html coding of the left alignment; i increased it so it would be at the extreme left of the scrn, so extreme that maybe it wouldnt be seen in th scrn. but hey, in the end there was a scrollbar appearing at th bottom of th scrn to scroll to the stupid playlist -.- stupid lah. so in the end, i tried to adjust it to the extreme top by altering the bottom alignment html; from zero (LOL) to 800px. and TADAH! guess what happened?

the playlist was pushed up so high it couldnt be seen in the screen. and the
BEST THING was, THE MUSIC STILL COULD PLAY!

yayayayayayayayayayay! :DDDDDDDDDDD its SO COOL lah. (: at first the laptop was loading the blog, then no music was blaring out from the speakers yet, so i thought it failed, so i was like, so ju sang. (goong! caijing :D HAHAH.) then suddenly, out of nowhere (actually i meant the playlist situated at the extreme top, lolols), TH STARTING OF MARIA BEGAN BLARING :D then i was like, YAYYYYYYYYYYY! and being so chao happy. then my mom who was lying down on the sofa and watching tv was giving me this o____O look. LOLOL. :x cannot blame her, cuz i was literally cheering for myself wht. x)

i feel so satisfied luh. hahah. (: i believe i have improved in my html skills, hohoho [:

so now, enjoy my new blogskin! hope you guys like it.
wait. of course you will! its SBSP, for goodness' sake.
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i will change my blogskin (again, yes :l) to th recently sotd-ed spongebob squarepants themed blogskin, as this stupid one's blog entry html has become bonkers (all th words are -1 px &th blog entries are all blockquoted. wtf) after posting a recent one. and i do not know how th hell it has become like that. its like, after the latest entry, all th other posts will become like that. crazy banana. LOL.

yes, its quite late already and i've havent completed my homework for the weekend (its already sunday. noooo), but i will still change it now. (: at the least i will chiong it as fast as possible.

yayayay, blogskin switching in the process :D back to top?

!ONEMORETHING.

i forgot to wish all th mayhem babies happy birthdays D:

1stmayo7}
happy birthday TOM!

3rdmayo7}
happy birthday to CUIYING! :))

5thmayo7}
happy birthday WEIWEN!
happy birthday BOONPING!

12thmayo7}
happy birthday JOEY!

14thmayo7}
happy birthday BESSY! lol second time already. :l
happy birthday YARLEE! took me ages to finally find out tht your bday falls on 14may. i forgot D:
happy birthday BAYJINWEE (gheygheyboy)! uh. nothing to say. :D

15thmayo7}
happy birthday KELLER! lots of jiejie love. :D

19mayo7}
happy birthday to YOURS TRULY! hohoho. :))
ohyeah. im th only girl in class tht's born in mayhem. EY SO SAD. ):

th rest of th days, i dnt knw who's birthdays fall on them liao. xS
so yeah, tht's all i suppose. yayayay. :D

YES,
mayhem babies rock :D back to top?

OHMYGAWD. now all th previous entries are screwed up because i posted th prev entry.

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i fcking hate html sometimes. especially when blogging. cuz evrytime th lessthanthree hearts will cause a portion of th entry content to be cut off. fcking brackets. i shant put arrowthrees anymore.

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peekaboo. :))

im finally in th mood to blog. yayayayayayayay.
i love yayayayayayay-ing.
yayayayayayayay.
:DD

firstly!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING BESSY! TH MUNKEE OF TH ZOO IS FINALLY THIRTEEN
YEARS OLD :DDD

lol, now it's th panda's turn. x]

hope you like my lovebirthday letter yeah, bess? ^^ though its a little bit rushed. but yeah, i am sending thy heartfelt birthday wishes to thou. :D AIYA. i got all th shakespeare (sp? wtf) lang mixed up, DD:

anw, about today! (:

went to mcd's with audrey, but in th end she left mcd's and i joined bessy &th others (mainly her classmates, plus kaiwen &winnie :D) there for her er, informal birthday lunch. :D koped ashley's coke and one french fry &bessy's tons and tons of fries (LOL! sorry! :x didnt realise i was eating sooo many.) and then in th end i finally bought my own food: choc fudge sundae plus extra small coke. then kaiwen was like saying tht th sundae is fattening. O__O im so skinny, i should eat more right? D: lol. and anyway, i dont eat sundaes often, so yeah. :D and dont talk about th coke, cuz i love my teeth to be corroded. LOL. kidding [:

winnie teh shuaige was there too <3>

thn saw jermaine &jasmine eating also behind ashley, at a two-seater table. i only waved vaguely when i first saw them, lols.

thenthen, parted with them when they left to go back to nh to see th dance society girls. [: so i took bus 154 home after quickly last-minute buying 8days. YAYAYAYAY EIGHTDAYS; <3>

ohyeah ohyeah, and i just happened to board th same 154 bus as class 105's councillor, cherng yew. :D didnt evn know he takes 154, doh ://

i love mommy's smexaye nokia phone. ): lol. tho many people have tht model but! hers is WHITE. NYAH. most people get black. but white is equally nice, to me. :D her phone rocks. esp since its NEW. lmaolmao.

ohwell, i shant be admiring too much, cuz yours truly is gna get a new phone in september too :l but SEPT! OH THE SADIOSITY. its eons &eons awy. ): and i hopehopehopehopehope i will be getting tht sonyericsson w850i BLACKKK :D andthen meiyu jeh shall have th white one! yayayayay. <3>

ohyeah. tom's having his emo mood swing again. o__o its so.. unlike him. eee -.-
hahaah, randomrandom. [:

HOKAYYY. shall end my entry here. :D

toodles &lots of slurps [dnt ask me wht tht means, cuz i dnt knw],
M A N D Y !

ps nhbg jersey is on th way! YAYAYAY OHTHELOVE [: i rlly rlly rlly hope its black. :D whoo. nhbt rocks (:

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YAYY. some lovelaye girl from imeem posted th lyrics for MARIAAAA. :D ohthelove. -prances around

Maria (Korean)

자 지금 시작해 조금씩 뜨겁게
우 두려워하지마
펼쳐진 눈앞에 저 태양이 길을 비춰
우 절대 멈추지마
Maria Ave Maria
저 흰 구름 끝까지 날아
Maria Ave Maria
거친 파도 따윈 상관없지

기적은 이렇게 내 눈앞에 펼쳐있어
우 절대 멈추지마
Maria Ave Maria
저 흰 구름 끝까지 날아
Maria Ave Maria
거친 파도 따윈 상관없지
(Maria)

멈춰버린 심장전체가
걷잡을 수 없이 뛰어와
Maria Ave Maria
저 흰 구름 끝까지 날아
Maria Ave Maria
거친 파도 따윈 상관없지
Maria Ave Maria
저 흰 구름 끝까지 날아
Maria Ave Maria
거친 파도 따윈 상관없지

HAHAHAAH, knew you guys cant read korean, so here's th english pronounciation. x]

Romanization:

jah jeegeum shijakhae jihgeumssheek ddugupgae
woo~ dooryuhwuh hajimah
ppyulchuhjeen noon ahpaesuh juh taeyangee gilul bichuh
woo~ juldae muhmchujeemah

Maria~ Ave Maria~ juh heen goorum ggeutggahjee nalah
Maria~ Ave Maria~ guhchin ppahdo ddahween sanggwanupsshi

gijukeun eeruhkkae nae noonahpae ppyulchuheetssuh
woo~ juldae muhmchujeemah

Maria~ Ave Maria~ juh heen goorum ggeutggahjee nalah
Maria~ Ave Maria~ guhchin ppahdo ddahween sanggwanupsshi
Maria~

muhmchuhbuhreen shimjang juhnchegah gutjahpulso upsshi ddweuhwah~

Maria~ Ave Maria~ juh heen goorum ggeutggahjee nalah
Maria~ Ave Maria~ guhchin ppahdo ddahween sanggwanupsshi
Maria~ Ave Maria~ juh heen goorum ggeutggahjee nalah
Maria~ Ave Maria~ guhchin ppahdo ddahween sanggwanupsshi

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YAYYY new blogskin again :D

but this will be th confirmed one, shant change again x] so no worries; i will not (keyword: not) follow in kelila's footsteps and add changing of blogskins to my daily chores. P: and anw im nt so bo liao. LOL! joking luh [:

i so so so so SO love this blogskin laah. damn nice. D:

okayokay, shall stop here luh. :))
tatas!
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BOO YAH :D

lol, back to revamp ma blog! <3>hair fringe layered a while ago - by meiyu jeh! LOL x] now my fringe is kinda short already, and it looks like; . i dont know how to say. i only know when my fringe is drooping down it goes all jagged, D: awh. but nevermind. im content already. :D

im sososososooo despo to change my freakin' blogskin. im getting more and more sick of th current one alr. ]: rawrs.

anw, i shall change the subject in order to prevent the dormant volcano in me from erupting. HAAH. randomrandom, ;)

GOODGOODGOODGOODGOODNEWS: GOING TO CELEBRATE BESSY (and also me lah, actually..?) 'S BIRTHDAY ON SATURDAY (her birthday's on monday14may tho) BY PLAYING BDMN AT HER HOUSE THERE:D LOLOLOLOL. she's gna invite all her friends. :// and richkia lihui too. :D i didnt say richkiaa, dont say i did P: and hopefully WINNIE DEH SHUAIGE too. so me and bessy can drool ovr her and lihui can go ovrovrovr hyper &spastic over her :x hahaah.

hm. im in the mood to update my imeem playr yet again. :D tatas.

truckloads of love,
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unnecessary comments; i dnt need them. ]:

i srsly need a new blogskin. yes im despo. poo.

YAAAHLAAH, LOVELAATAAH! -alfino's sexaye accent [:

okay. random. D:

UPDATED MAH IMEEM PLAYLISTOH! hohoho. <3

didnt update much latelaye, nt bcos im offline or very inactive, just bcos im lazy and no mood to blog. ):

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I WATCHED SPIDERMAN 3 TODAY :D

&it was at BUGISSSSS with clara mei, jarryl, aunty chris, uncle lai &mom [:
srsly, it rocks lah. OKAY DUH, LIKE DUUUH. D: but i prefer 200 pounds beauty (WATCHED YESTERDAY!) to this one, and i personally think superman returns is nicer than spiderman 3. P: yes call me crazeh if you want, i dont mind. :D

BUT HARRY IS SHUAI! yayyy.

oh snap. i gtg. ):

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