Amanda Mandy Miura, 16, shuttler of Nan Hua Badminton Team, true blue 6th member of Arashi ★

my first 100th post.
probably my last post till december or around there, or whatevr.

im just so effed up at my life.
i know i shouldnt show fake smiles & bottle up my inner feelings inside.
but then again, i have no one to confide in even if i want to share what i feel.
just no one.

i feel so left out; so ignored.
no one cares how i feel.
im always the one who's alone by herself.
why?




someone tell me why. back to top?

so i am back blogging.
hmph.

those .. sickening girls ruined my day in school.

i just freakin' fcuking hate them.

they just gather together WITHOUT ME and chat and giggle and gossip and talk and have fun together.

while im at the corner literally of the class scribbling & doodling in my foolscap write hate pages and what nots.

then i go to rieska to seek help to fill in my boredness. cause we had a free period at the end of the day. thanks sister(:

argh. dont wanna talk about them ler.

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sucking my coke lolly that i bought from the polyclinic tidbits shop after school x3x3 . yumyumyums. oh yeah, the agent to sell our flat just came. HI UNCLE XDXD ! no lahs. i didnt even greet him .__. yeah.. my parents going to sell the house & shift in a new one after i confirm which secondary school im going to. for convenience purposes(: but i think i wanna go to CSS. hurhurs. im not certain if i should go to a girls'. hais. cause.. you know. you may become a lesbo there XD not sure if its true lah.

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so anws, back to the first topic. im really very tired of acting like its normal & all when you guys are gathering together and ignoring me. AM I NOT PART OF YOUR GROUP? im really very angry&sad too. i think i will leave the zoo with rachel. since we're not part of you guys already.

g o o d b y e . < / 3 back to top?

omgs. why PSE so hard to download & install de O__o

felt hyperrrrrrrr today :D
met edwin (rach's cousin) on bus 98 today. he & his friend alighted at lakeside interchange. didnt say hello xD . i dont know him well anws(: !

chatting with Eddy the Teddy now. stopped with jessy lers. we're talking about dion and how he keeps laughing when i mention about her flat chest T__T

pervert right. YESH ((:

now im showing ed the pics i have on my birthday party. and instead i'm getting pearpear's and jessy's attention XD back to top?

wee!

im downloading adobe photoshop elements right now !

* dances around the room *

in about 3 hours time ( specificly 2 h 58 min ) i will have elements to myself !

FINALLY !!

& i can make more & more & more SKINNNNNNNNNNNS~

yesh, im going crazy @_@

<3 mandy(: back to top?

haha. i just remembered something. i forgot to blog about what i bought while me & mommy were downstairs at Taman Jurong Shopping Centre x)

at redBOX, i bought black&white nail varnish, neon green transparent mini nail varnish, & a pair of doggeh earrings. so cool :D! now i have 3 pairs of new untouched earrings :
i also bought cookies&creme ice-cream at sevELEV. woots ! (:(:

ohmygod. han shang gong in dachangjin is at jurong point yesterday, if im not sure. i saw the shot in channel eight. mommy said before that she looks very pretty. and yes, she sure is.. but i still prefer cute & elegant CHANGJIN !

OHMYGOD ! ASHLEY'S ON TEEVEE XD in a time to heal. what the he's gonna jump down O_o oh goodbye ashley. we'll miss you. AAH you look so cute xD

oh.. the show is officially starting (:! back to top?

booboo!
back from downstairs with mommy(:

haha. just had a long bian tai conversation with kels & mag xDxD all because of ME. xD i wanted to see mag's SMEXI BOD. :D:D

my arms are tired & aching from all the typing just now. guess i'll stop here x)

<3 mandy(: back to top?

woots ! i've completed reading ttyl :D just one word to describe it: pwns.
so anyway, if you've read what i posted in the <33 blog, we SHOULD have a theZOO blog & theCANDYSHOPPE blog, right? :D:D to let people know that we're not dead. lols.

yeps, & i've not started on my chinese assessment yet. (:

<3mandy(: back to top?

im supposed to be doing my assessment (ptooey) for mt but i've been using the time to read my library books. ha xD right now im starting on this one called ttyl by Lauren Myracle. i like her sirname :D

its about this 3 bff 15-going-on-16-year-old girls & their lives and all - in instant messages ! yups, every page is filled with their chatlogs, which makes the book so unique. i love this book :D

here's a summary of the book at the back of the cover page(:

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SnowAngel: first u have to say it: maddie, angela, and zoe - together 4ever!
mad maddie: er, maddie, angela, and zoe...what was that last part?
SnowAngel: *glares*
mad maddie: i'm kidding, i'm kidding. but i don't HAVE to say it, angela, cuz it's true no matter what. don't get me all mushy.

On the first day of tenth grade, best friends Maddie(mad maddie), Angela (SnowAngel), and Zoe (zoegirl) vow not to let school stupidness get them down... or split them apart.

But as the weeks pass and the instant messages accumulate, it's clear that tenth grade will be a roller coaster of boy temptation, math torture, donut emergencies, and Queen Bee encounters. Then a jerky boy sends peppy Angela into the dumps, tough Maddie makes a mistake that has the whole school talking, and good girl Zoe gets in over her head with a flirty teacher. Will the winsome threesome make it through the year?

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sounds really great, aint it. <3

anyways, right now im at page 127 out of 209. going to finish it (:
and who cares about that shitty chinese assessment. its gonna rawt sooner or later xP

tootles <3 ;
mandy(: back to top?

argh.

YESTERDAY SIMPLY SUCKED.

i knew we shouldnt have played truant for supp class.
i hate this.
i hate this.
I HATE THIS. back to top?

argh.
fcuk lah.

the computer disconnected by itself again. & i lost my blog content.

WAAAAAAAAAAH !

i hate this computer.

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