Amanda Mandy Miura, 16, shuttler of Nan Hua Badminton Team, true blue 6th member of Arashi ★

I don't know why I am feeling this, and I know it's weird, but I'm having those kind of unsecure feelings again. Somewhat stressed, I suppose? I don't know.
Damn it's all those common tests' fault. ):
Or maybe it's mine. Because I didn't put in efort in my studies this year. I have practically zero percent motivation for studies ever since school started, ughz.
I must have worked too hard last year, resulting in all my motivation being drained/sucked out, leaving me with no more left for Sec 2.
;~;
Kay that is a very inaccurate and illogical reason but, whatever.

T.T I need to start bucking up for my studies. And this is a very - um - random post, and the thoughts I typed out are like very sudden; they only started flowing out from my mind like now. ._. Don't think that I'm EMO just by reading this post, godddd. back to top?