Amanda Mandy Miura, 16, shuttler of Nan Hua Badminton Team, true blue 6th member of Arashi ★

UGHHHHH.

I AM SO DAMN FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW.

EVERYTHING YOU DO IS FOR HER. EVERYTHING YOU DO IS WITH HER. YOU ALWAYS HANG OUT WITH HER AND MAYBE SILEA BUT WHAT ABOUT KELILA AND ME? I DON'T REALLY CARE THAT MUCH COS ITS NOT MY FIRST TIME NOT BEING INVITED TO SOME HANG-OUT BUT WHAT ABOUT KELILA? WHEN SHE HAD AN ASTHMA ATTACK AND WAS CLOSE TO FAINTING, WHAT DID MAG DO WHEN SHE SAW HER? SHE RAN AWAY WITH JASMINE AND LEFT HER WHEEZING LIKE SHIT. AND I FEEL YOU ARE DAMN TEMPERAMENTAL CAN. ONE MINUTE YOU ARE ACCUSING KELILA OF FUCKING NOT TREATING YOU AS A FRIEND ALREADY, WHICH IS OBVIOUSLY NOT TRUE. ITS JUST YOU, NOT KELILA'S FAULT. AND THE OTHER MINUTE YOU ARE HAPPILY HANGING OUT WITH MAG AND DONT GIVING A DAMN ABOUT KELILA AND I. YOU WANT ONE GOOD EXAMPLE? THAT DAY WHEN WE WENT TO JRL. YOU AND MAG WERE LAUGHING AWAY AT SN AND PH LIKE NO ONE'S FUCKING BUSINESS WHEN KELILA AND I WERE TRYING TO DO OUR HOMEWORK AND CHAT QUIETLY. YOU GUYS WERE SO LOUD I SWEAR THE WHOLE FLOOR COULD HEAR YOUR LAUGHING. TO PROVE IT, THAT SEC3 NH COUNCILLOR WHO WAS SITTING BESIDE US WITH HER FRIENDS TOLD YOU GUYS OFF AND REQUESTED YOU GUYS FOR BEING MORE CONSIDERATE. AND WHAT DID YOU GUYS DO? YOU GUYS QUIETENED DOWN, AND AFTERWARDS THE NOISE LEVELLED UP AGAIN. AND WHAT ABOUT US? YOU GUYS WERE NOT EVEN GIVING A FUCKING DAMN ABOUT US. PLEASE STOP SWITCHING FRIENDS AMONG US. THE FIRST TIME, I WAS YOUR CLOSEST FRIEND. THEN YOU HAPPILY HOPPED TO KELILA LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS AND UNKNOWINGLY SNATCHED HER FROM ALL OF KELILA'S FRIENDS, INCLUDING US FROM THE ZOO AND CANDY SHOPPE. EVERYONE WAS DAMN ANGRY AT YOU AT THAT TIME. BUT THAT'S OVER, SO I DONT WNA RAKE IT UP NOW. THEN YOU WENT TO SILEA AND NOW, MAGDELENE. WHAT KIND OF SHIT IS THIS? I KNOW ALL OF US ARE VERY CLOSELY-KNIT FRIENDS BUT YOU HAVE TO REALLY KNOW YOUR LIMITS SOMETIMES. AND FRANKLY, I WAS REALLY DAMN PISSED TODAY AFTER SCH. I NEARLY WANTED TO TELL YOU OFF OVER THE PHONE WHEN YOU SAID YOU ALREADY LEFT THE BUS STOP AND WAS ON THE BUS ALR. BUT I HELD BACK MY ANGER AS I DIDNT WANT TO SCOLD YOU. BCOS I KNEW YOU DIDNT WANT TO DO IT ON PURPOSE. AND PLUS I DIDNT RECEIVE YOUR CALL, SO YEAH. BUT THEN AGAIN, WITH ALL THE NOISY TRAFFIC AND MY PHONE BEING SWITCHED TO SILENT VIBRATION, I COULDNT POSSIBLY FEEL THE PHONE VIBRATING AS I WAS TALKING WITH LIHUI UNDER THE FUCKING HOT SWELTERING SUN RIGHT.

BUT NEVERMIND ME. I CAN TAKE ALL THIS IN MY STRIDE. BCOS I DO NOT WANT TO LOSE THE FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN US. BUT WHAT ABOUT KELILA? SHE'S HAD ENOUGH OF YOU AND MAGDELENE. YOU GUYS SHLD KNOW HOW YOU TREATED HER. I DONT WANT TO PROBE ANYMORE. I JUST WNA SAY I AM DAMN FUCKING PISSED AT YOU TWO AND I JUST WANT TO HAVE MY SAY. I DONT CARE WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT. BECAUSE I'VE REALLY HAD ENOUGH OF YOU GUYS AND I WANT TO JUST FUCKING RANT IT ALL OUT. IF THERE'S ANY MISUNDERSTANDING THEN YOU BETTER TELL US, BCOS APPARENTLY ALL THESE ARE WHAT I KNOW. back to top?