Amanda Mandy Miura, 16, shuttler of Nan Hua Badminton Team, true blue 6th member of Arashi ★

my first 100th post.
probably my last post till december or around there, or whatevr.

im just so effed up at my life.
i know i shouldnt show fake smiles & bottle up my inner feelings inside.
but then again, i have no one to confide in even if i want to share what i feel.
just no one.

i feel so left out; so ignored.
no one cares how i feel.
im always the one who's alone by herself.
why?




someone tell me why. back to top?